>Today’s my day off from work: every wednesday is in fact. I love to sleep in on those days, I normally don’t get to that every saturday or sunday. But today something was different….
I woke up around 6 am and couldn’t sleep anymore, I had this empty feeling inside. It feels like something is missing, although I can’t pinpoint what that might be.
Normally when I feel like this I turn to some good friends like Ben & Jerry, Milka, Lays or anything else that’s available and pick up a book or turn on the tv while I munch.
But this time it’s different, the feeling is worse…. It’s 1 pm now, I’ve turned the tv on and off about a hundred times, picked up my new book “New Moon” by Stephenie Meyer about a thousand times, but just can’t seem to concentrate enough to read more than one page at a time. And I couldn’t stop reading ‘Twilight’ when I read it about two weeks ago…… I’m not even wanting to seek comfort with the former mentioned good friends Ben & Jerry, Milka or Lays….
Tonight I’ll be cooking at my mom and dad’s: my mom had some eye surgery last monday and I want to help in every way possible. I just hope that I can pull myself together so they won’t notice how desperately empty I’m feeling….
Well at least the fact that I’m not turning to comfort foods can be seen as someting positive: it won’t ruine my WW-diet….